You can spend the rest of your life weeping magic into the world, if you want to live forever.
Pick something you like and would like to move towards, or to see move towards you, for that matter. Semantically-identical notions will reveal themselves in the World as One... Or something like that.
Anyway breathe with intention and watch Paradise unfold at your command. Of course it will take more than one breath- you're still pretty tiny and your mind needs tremendous restructuring before one of your breaths can hold enough to shatter that lingering doubt.
Intend to shatter that lingering doubt and just don't stop breathing.