It's not simple to write something after I read this post. It really touched me. I'm so sorry for your lost, but as you wrote this is not the end. Your words make me think to my father, he's a very important man in my life since I was born and I love him so much. He teached me many things, he protected me, he loved me and now that he's old I try to take care of him as better as I can. I know it will be a day he'll go away, but thinking it will be not the end help me to stay up. Our memories will be inside of us and close to us.