I wish you the best to collect the funds, and it might be good to open a kickstarter project and then explain the story, to ask for funds.
If you never shoot, you will always miss.
So i cant do much, but i can resteem and vote for it, and hope that others who are financial stronger can see this post.
Goodluck and stay strong!!
There for i sended you the SBD back, because if nothing helps ,then invest in steempower.
Keep investing in steempower, and keep writing posts about anything.
Then you could use the rewards for steempower, or trading, and if you need support about trading, then let me know.
You can also join our facebookgroup for steemit if you want it.
Cheers
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