Hi guys.
Sorry I haven't been here in a while. So many things changed in my life,and I haven't been able to access my pc as I do not have a home again. I am living in my car for the past month,and I finally found someone who let me use their computer.My computer is in storage.
I have lost my income,and also need surgery for a mass on my vocal cords.
But I need my cardiologist to check my preop conditions before that.MY cardiologist doesn't have an appt for me until 1/6/2018. So now, I have to find another cardiologist. Which is not easy,being the tourists are now here until April.
Again homeless.I have been down this road before. So I basically know how it goes. I am glad we are out of the rainy season at least.
I have water jugs and some bread to last me at least 6 days. Not too bad.
I will be putting up my tent as soon as I can afford to pay a campground around here.The most time you can stay is 7 days.
I can't afford to be angry,sad, or depressed.
And I am thinking positive and will not allow myself to feel inhuman like before.
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This is my tent I used from May to June this year when I was homeless.Gonna use it again when I can get into a campground hopefully.
This was recent. I fished for food a few days ago. Caught some snapper for dinner. Made a fire in the woods and cooked them with sticks.
One day hopefully I can be in a stable house or apt.
But for right now,survival skills are most important.
It seems life keeps throwing me fastballs and I strive to keep up.
Anyway, letting you know where I have been.
Sorry I haven't been able to be here.
Love you all and Merry Xmas to you all too!
I am sending you a lot of love. You are not alone. There is always somebody who loves you. You just have to start to believe that you are very, very worthy a lovable.
Thank you so much. It means a lot. Have a wonderful holiday!