I surpassed all the tragedies and now I want to love. Am I asking for too much? If I am honest then I am considered to be a fool. I try to spread the love but I am always taken wrong. What should I do? I don't know. I need someone with me now. I need a soulmate and I am looking for it.
It's nice to have these thoughts. You can not fight against life on your own because life is very difficult. You can not be happy in life because life is very beautiful. People find true happiness with the person they love. I hope everything will be the way you want it.
Thanks @slayer you got the spirit of the story buddy.