A woman I know...

The title is pretty vague but the context of this post will explain all....

So seven years ago, I was on this dating site called Plenty of fish (yes that dreaded website lol) and I was messaging a few here and there, but no response from these individuals. I felt like quitting..until one reply came back....

Her name was Jess, and she was 18 (I was 22 at the time) and lived not that far from where I was from. The context of the messages are a blur but what stood out for me was that we had got along really well. We laughed all the time, we shared to each other about our likes and dislikes, I wants etc. I remember feeling like this woman was perfect, everything about her was just perfect, funny, caring, sarcastic as hell but I love that as I am too, but maybe not to same level but despite that, it never detererd me. She was also stunning, seriously stunning, and the fact she was replying and chatting with me, I was one lucky sod! 😁

Over time we did try and arrange to meet but it never happened for which ever reasons and gradually I gave up thinking she did not like me as I liked her. We would get back in touch on and off for brief moments but nothing like it was, it was a shame because I felt that we would of hit it off big style.

Years goes by, and we had each other on Facebook. Random times we briefly spoke and nothing more, but My fondness for never went away, i would always see how she was doing in posts, also on other social media outlets we had each other on.

Then not long ago, I wanted to reach out to her and tell her how I felt. And luckily she feels the same! Couldn't believe it! I told her how I have always felt but never knew if she would ever want me due to past events. But she had gone through such terrible stuff in which I will not divulge of course but it explained why things didn't happen back in the day

Since then we have become close and we been enjoying bringing back those feelings towards each other, while having laughs along the way.

Now, I used a lot of past tense in this post to start with, but the title is not, why? Because even after seven years of hardly speaking, And now that we back in touch properly again, I don't ever have to look back, I can look forward, with the woman I know.

Small message to you, and nothing cringe, if above is, apologise and do not hurt me lol....

You've always been on my mind since that first day we spoke, you an amazing strong stunning woman with the sense of humour that anyone would be lucky to even come close to in comparison. Your smart, determined, incredibly sarcastic but I love that, and above all, such a caring person. You have offered support and advice for me which not many people would have done and for that, makes me the luckiest bloke ever! You mean a great deal to me and I will always tell you this so that you will never forget 🙂