Lol, I tought I will appear like an asshole for typing (or trying to) what I really felt. Especially because I haven't said loud and clear that "it's beautiful, well done, etc"... I tried to mimic a hesitation... Because that was my instant reaction, I just couldn't tell....
I think I will give it another read before bed. Maybe sleep will help me figure out wtf was this mix of feelings... Damn... I need to read some poetry.
To be honest, this reminded me what the role of poetry is. Thank you, again!