@lenin-mccarthy Being an unbeliever doesn't make you any less a child of God. In the Bible, there were those who hated everything God; but were transformed, and used by Him in a mighty way. Paul comes to mind.
There are many 'believers' who value money as a god; and, it shows when they're asked to give it away. Self-doubt is a demon that has no bounds on one's faith; however, it is good that you know its source.
Thanks for sharing your perception.
May your inner-spirit shine brightly only on what is Truth.
Peace.