Hi @marvellord!
From the sounds of it , you're still a blessed man...solo....not having to endure the heartache of breaking up...lol...No, seriously! You are a blessed man.
I don't know if you're spiritual; but, when God denies me something that I really, really, really, THINK I want; I know that thing is probably not good for me NOW...
If it's not bad, and is good, then I trust that in Divine Time this 'thing', whatever it may be, will show up when I am genuinely ready/prepared.
I hope you're not down about this. Love is like a rare gem. It's definitely worth the wait. There are many zirconias; but, only the diamond will endure.
Be encouraged! I assure you there is a special forever after in your future. I base this on the premise that God said it is not 'good' for man to be alone...So he created 'wo'-man. (lol) The woman God created for you exists. Patience is a virtue; and worth your wait.
And, hey, remember...when she arrives...even on her grumpiest of days...she is what you pined for....lol!
Be blessed!
Peace.