I am so sorry for you and the communities loss. I am new to steemit so I never got to interact with her but judging from the out pouring of love here. I missed a real special person. If anyone ever feels like suicide is the way out, I want you to know you have a friend in me, even if you don't know me. I will stay up all night talking shit, laughing, crying whatever. I would want that from you guys, so I am willing to be that. I need friends,,I am a introvert usually. Lets take care of each other. Cheers!!