Yes, you should definitely not worry about what other will think about you after writting it here. It is your life and you have the freedom to do or write unless you are not hurting anyone physically or very badly somehow.
Yes. patience is a good thing but if it is combined with the right approach and plan. You should keep going. If you have done something not right in the past or your approach has not been the right and now you have realized then man this is what is required. To realize our mistakes/deficiencies and then cover them.
Hey buddy, I just made my post about my bucketlist and I think it would be really interesting to know about the bucket list of other people and about their goals or adventures they want to do in life. I would like to interview you and publish about yours too with my little surprise touch. Let's connect through discord, my handle is @suf1an and discuss over there.