Hello and very good to whoever is reading this, I will introduce myself:
I am a Venezuelan common boy, I do not want to express my real name because I do not know where this writing will come from, but here I will tell what was my experience with drugs a few years ago, but to get there we have to review the context that I take this, besides that I hope that it will be learning for someone not to enter any of these worlds and to appreciate things.
Everything began more or less from my 14 years.
It was going on a "rare" time, I would say, I was starting a very toxic relationship and my surroundings were turning gray, as time went by in that episode of my life, I was discovering that I had a trantornos (of the worst in my opinion), depression.
I was starting to feel like things did not matter to me, as everything was falling apart, as nothing mattered anymore.
Every day was exactly the same and I was already starting to smoke cigarettes due to "stress" (in quotes because it was a pubertal thing) and more depression all began to get out of control.
A friend brought what is commonly called "porro", that is, a marijuana cigar.
I felt peace of mind with that "rod" (that's the name in my country for joints), so I started doing it frequently, and my depression was increasing.
I started to find myself in houses that I did not even know who I was, just to smoke.
Until one day I decided to try something much louder. I started to escape classes to go to sleep with my friends, and everything was too disgusting, from beginning to end.
There was a time when we got into several things at once. At an acquaintance's house, sitting on a sofa, unable to move from the drugged thing that I was, I realized that really if I continued like this, absolutely nothing was going to happen in my life, I felt that I was absolutely nobody, and at normal doses They caused an effect, and just then I decided to wake up.
Once you are in that world, let me tell you that it is very easy to enter, but leaving is the most difficult thing you are going to do.
And all this was because of depression, because unfortunately in this world, everyone is selfish or at least the majority, and no one will care about your problems, at least to almost anyone.
One of the things that saved me most from that disgusting world was music.
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