Welcome back. I have much the same early learning process experience, it just wasn't for me. I wish I had learned differently or was built differently to learn but, it is what it is.
Now, what you can do here is track your progress and introduce ever more ideas into the ecosystem to aid others on their own journeys :)
Oooh yes so very true, I will watch my progress and see if it’s worth reporting. It may just all be a giant waste of time, the journey is fun though!
It is all a giant waste of time. post about it :)