You're trapped.
Nothing here appears as effulgent as it should.
There is darkness and fear, abundant.
What can you do?
'When in Rome, right?'
'Can't beat 'em, join 'em.'
Just because you've been trained to be a defeatist, comfortable with mediocrity, and more happy being unhappy- it doesn't mean that you cant find your freedom.
Look to yourself for the truth. You'll find it here.
Only here.
Here is an expert pointing to that truth.