I am exhausted, completely.
My thoughts and words just are not meant to connect today, but it is day 141 of my blog challenge and I'm not about to fork it up.
I feel August might just be too much for me. With my body giving up the way it has been, it's been very tiring even getting out of bed in the morning. Everything hurts and my good leg is really sore from supporting me over these past few months. My back and hips are just jerks and my arm is scared of the wind. I'm a pathetic unit these days.
My brain is starting to match it and it's becoming too much for me to handle. But I can't even go there with my thoughts right now.
I had my first infusion, I have my first mental health appointment this week. I'm turning 32 in 10 days and the 2nd Annual Walk to Conquer CRPS is in 12 days.
I can't even walk to work most days and each day feels like some sort of sick torture for my body and mind.
Want to do this? too bad. Want to try that? So sad. Want to go there? Better luck next time.
I miss me.
But, I can't give up. Although I want to. I don't have an excuse to not be able to type from bed or a couch.
So this is my misery and I'm still going to try to make the best of today somehow.
I can barely move. My thoughts are jumbled and kind of depressing to be honest. I have high hopes of the better days and am just truly looking forward to having the strength to make the better days come true.
I am on the right path and need to be kind to my mind.
Worse blog post yet, but at least I did it. I accomplished one of my goals for today.
Positive thoughts for a positive day,
-Kristen Sparkle (Not so Sparkly today, but that's ok.)
Day 141/365
Entry 62/183
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