Heard a news from my colleague that his girlfriend is currently on labor. I had 1 miscarriage and 2 ectopic pregnancy in the past and hearing news about babies, pregnancy, woman giving birth pinch in my heart.
It's almost 2 years since my last pregnancy tragedy.
My partner has 4 kids from his ex girlfriend. We kept our relationship discreet for his children. He visit his kids twice a month and I listened to him about their date and how his kids studies. It is really heart wrenching for me for being unable to give him a baby on our own.
I still have remaining narrowed tube but after my operation I was diagnosed Polycycstic Ovarian syndrome that also adds up to infertility problem for me.
I usually kept this to myself. I do have a loving family but I still feel alone. Like no one ever remembers what I had gone through.
Waking up every morning feeling something is missing. I am longing to have a baby on my own.
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