@lauralemons I am very sorry to hear your condition. I can only wish that your treatment yields results at the earliest and that you become completely healthy like you were 2 years before.
I am at a loss of words here. but share your pain.
All I could wish you now is a speedy recovery and a joyful life ahead. and all I could remember now is my all time favorite phrase is "THIS TOO SHALL PASS"
Have faith. you will be fine soon. God Bless You.