Hey there, friends..
First of all, I want to thank everyone for your support and nice comments and upvotes on my last photography blog, it's the first time a post of mine was trending!
It really summed up an incredible journey, and I feel proud of each and every photo taken.
In contrast, the reality for me now is that I'm alone again. My sister went back to israel, and I'm here again, alone in a strange city, in a strange country, with nothing going for me.
And, I'm broke.
I started working as construction worker, and quit after a day. I keep scheduling work interviews and ending up not going.
Something is not right with my energy, I just feel like doing nothing.
Well, it happens to me from time to time, it's not strange, just part of who I am, so of course I don't freak out, just embrace this state.
But, I feel like it starts to pass, which is good because I don't really have money for food or to pay for my hostel though, so can't embrace it much longer.
Perhaps one day I will try to analyze this psychological state, and why I think it happens to me, but this is for a different day.
That's it, just wanted to recap what I'm doing if it is of interest to anyone.
Oh by the way, while I was Zombiefied in front of facebook, I came across short film that a guy I knew from the army did as a final project.
It was about loneliness.
It was surprisingly soothing and comforting.
It was actually soon after I watched it, that I felt I was starting to recover.
Tomorow is a new day, and it bring us one more chance to become new people.
Credit:
Dan Azoulay
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