I know you say that the stability of the part time job and your 'talk with yourself' has pulled you out but I am worried. Take care my friend. Please stay in touch with as many real people and Steemian friends that you have. Sometimes, one needs to talk to someone else. Please feel free to ping me on discord or steemit chat too if I can help. Perhaps I can tell a few boring jokes to make you realize life is soooo much better than getting bored by me. LOL
Please take care and cheer up.@kaylinart - I understand the sense of loss about Laura and the issues you have had in 2017. However, I am shocked to see the extent of emotional damage it did to you. A person as creative, strong minded and vibrant as yourself just can not abuse oneself like this. I am shocked and at a loss of words...
Regards,
@vm2904