as these old companions "die back", it's creating space for more resonant connections to take their place.
The void that these absent friendships created has been filled with other things in their absence: reflection, meditation, love, healing, self awareness, growth - to name a few. Our connection with each other has deepened more than I ever imagined possible as has our collective appreciation for our surroundings and this lifestyle. We have lost much but I would go through it again to hold onto what we have gained.I think you are correct @mountainjewel!
This is not to say I don't still hold love in my heart for these old friends, I do love them. I'm just learning to accept & appreciate the process.