I wish you wrote more, you are really talented. This is really fascinating stuff. People are so stuck in their own realities that they don't realize what is really going on in other people's minds. This is really apparent when you watch customers at a store or a restaurant but you seem to see the worst of it. You could write a book.
Don't judge yourself. It should be easier to get by in this world but instead we all catch this "never enough" illness when we are growing up and so collectively it becomes harder for all of us, harder to find happiness and harder to make a living because he emptiness inside makes us compete fiercely.
Write more! I promise it'll bring much positivity into your experience if you are really passionate! I want to make it big here so I can upvote people like you :-)
Hi, wow, thank you so much! I have just been so busy trying to make money--not camming the last 6 weeks, but writing and editing, so any more time in front of a screen felt awful! I just got back from a trip to Puerto Rico though (thanks to some airline benefits paying my way--I'm so lucky!), and I posted about that. I have a bunch more posts coming too, now that I'm feeling fresh and not hunched over a screen all the time!
Also, seriously, I really appreciate your kind words about my writing <3