May I suggest you don't relive your mistakes. What you focus on grows. Instead define what typ3 of a leader you would like to be and write about that. :)
I shouldn't give unasked for advice. Embrace the fear, make a plan, enjoy!
PLEASE don't focus on your failures before you jump into that. Relive your best moments and try to recreate them. :)
It’s good advice even if it wasn’t requested. :)
I’ll do my best to avoid focusing on failures so much.
Merry Christmas, I hope you have a great day today.