And me..... You've got me too.... Loll...
Sincerely, i feel like that sometimes. I feel like i'm a failure and haven't achieved anything in my life; feel like i'm disappointing everybody and not meeting up with the expectations, feel like running away...
And later i be like... Fuck em all, fuck their expectations, fuck their opinion. I'm just gonna live my life in my own way.
If i end up making one big miraculous money, fine... If i don't, also fine.
I'm ain't gonna let nobody look down on me and judge me. They should judge themselves and face their lives.
Liked your reply -- so I voted your way.
(Especially when/IF you live in a populated area, you kinda have to blow some people off ); I know I did.
Or if it's just 'certain relatives' that don't know what they're talkin' bout.
Good on you dude. Just keep doing you. It'll come. You have your little sparks of shiny moments that can tide you through.