@ daznez, So funny, "gotta get used to everyone thinking you are insane"! Yup, lost almost every friend I had in the first 6 months, my family barely speaks with me. I have my brother and two friends left, one of my friends said the other day, "even if what you say is true, its not a healthy way to live" hahhaha. He is close to cracking, I had told him after the vegas shooting that there are always drills during these "attacks", when the parkland school shooting happened and he heard there was a drill he started shouting on the phone at me , NO! NO! NOOOOOOO! , I think that really got him now he is stuck in cognative dissonance I guess.
I do feel much freer now that I see the lies, I am lucky too cause I do not have to "work" so I can be an activist, my life feels like it is having more meaning and I actually care about others now. I am grateful to be woke , its just hard realizing I lived my life like a fool for 45 years. Peace