Hi @whimsicalsoul. That's an interesting story and I must admit, you're a brave woman! I'm sure you can achieve whatever you want in live as every experience brings you closer to become who you want to become.
I see you're new on Hive, so let me drop you a few suggestions to help you navigate better on our platform.
We have different communities on Hive and we're encouraging users to post in the right community based on the topic of the post. I see you posted this one on your blog. but This post for example would fit in two communities, one of which is Ladies of Hive, the other is Life Stories.
Here's a guide I put together to help you learn about how communities work and why you should use them -> Communities Explained - Newbie Guide.
Once you posted your post in the right community, you can then cross post it to OCD community. Here's a guide about cross posting.
Please don't delete any post with the purpose of reposting it in another community as that can be considered abuse! Leave this post here, you'll get it right next time.