It seems that I have stumbled into an endless pit of rage,
At first it was observer mode, but now I think engage,
For a few score weeks I thought "Oh no, this surely is not swell."
It seems that I have changed my tune, "Tonight we dine in hell!"
And so my friends I looked upon the mighty cavernous wall;
I dived right in straight head first and now I'm in free fall!
Flying down the cavern is actually a wondrous gaffaw
My life will flash before my eyes and now I watch in awe.
Moments long buried that seemed quite dead in distant past
Have sprung back to life all zombie like alive again at last
Not every vision's horror some some seem dear and true
My children's birth, my PhD, the day we said "I do."
I wonder how this got here as at times the cinema stops.
Long black outs lasting years cover exuberant personal flops.
But the craziest thing that happened as I'm skydiving in your rage
I looked straight down and saw YOU HERE. You're trapped too; encaged.
Like Gandolf and the Balrog we plummet in emotional fight
We'll smash the world and break the home so long as you're not right.
But something inside me wiggles that make me think some more
I'd like to find a nice way out, I wonder if there's a door?
Rather than defeat you, I'd rather take your hand
I'll fall along beside you, your best friend, and your man.
I do recall a another time, I've fallen, but for big eyes deep and blue
In every way I've been falling since I laid eyes on you.
My dearest are you in there? My dearest are you here?
Don't lash out, I don't consent, but I lay aside my fear.
I'm sorry for the many times and ways that I failed to treat you well
This life has surly been obscene to me, and/but you have been my shell.
But miracles can happen, I stand to here to attest.
I see that things lay broken here, but you have loved me best.
If you could kindly stop your swinging to rip off my throat and balls,
I know I deserve each and everyone, but before this curtain calls...
I have a vision of our home with you and me and kids
Happy, smiling, laughter, play, alive again like this.
I've asked before, I'll ask again, despite the odds I see,
Take my hand, let's find yourself, and then once more "Please marry me?"
I love you buddy. We'll figure it out.
Oh! Whatever it is, I'm wishing you all the best!
:)
Peace @aggroed
Missed you on msp waves tonight, after Shane Stitch and Isaria....I heard you coming on just as I was headin to bed!!
Have fun with it!!
See you soon!
oh god the feels <3
pleasant rhymes.. want you all to enjoy all that life has to offer..
nice rhymes.. wish you guys all the best..
this is a very good post. i like your work @aggroed if you are not busy, visit my blog to look around :)
family is the most loyal and special person...
I love family
Great Love and keep it up 😍
The best thing about being in love is to fight for love and be brave in love and go on. To never let any wall to stop fulfillment of love and dedication to someone. But, the Love is eternal and so, it always will carry the truth as long as You understand and try. Once You stop nothing else will matter. And the moment You stop the Door will shut and keep on. Be brave, but do not be a fool. Everything else will come by the time. Thank You for sharing! :)
I guess I'm going to cry this triggered my humanity !
Awwwn....... This is the heart of a man who wants his relationship to work for him against all odds. Who wants to bury his rage and even their short comings , make all the sacrifices needed to hold his love close. This is a masterpiece
thank you for work
Chocolate and flowers,tend to add balance to the warped wheel of love.
I truly hope there is no trouble on the home front!
Namaste!
Oh dearest! 😍😍😍
Excellent! Congratulations @aggroed! Have a great day!
A pretty awesome way to start the season. Blessings :)
If anyone can find it..you can. I have faith in you <3
Love is not easy. It takes hard work, sacrifice and commitment. The message I take from your beautiful post is that you are willing to do what it takes to make your marriage work!
Wow... powerful... heartfelt...
A wise person-- in his 60th year of marriage-- once told me that relationships are a lot of work, and GREAT relationships are even more work. But it is in that work we learn who we are, and what truly matters to us...
This is so touching. Great write up @aggroed
It's exactly how I feel right now. When you're clashing and no one wants to stop to listen and instead, words pour out without a second thought, wanting to go across the other's mind. We want to be understood, we want to put some sense back into that other person, and it's the same thing they want. No one wins when all we have to do is listen to each other. It's difficult but it is doable.