What a strong emotional connection that was? It would be so difficult to loose the one you love, when that man is Quinn, it becomes more difficult.
Every beautiful moments you ever add together would be replaying themselves in your memory, that's why you keep seeing him everywhere. Even if you change everything, you will still be seeing him, because he's not in what you are changing, he's in your heart and that's the most difficult thing to change.
I love how you can feel and understand the intensity of love @emmakkayluv, how much there is to experience and how beneficial it is simply to have loved. He is indeed in my heart, likely from eons past...there is no forsaking such a divine connection.