I think Brian still looks tanned and healthy in that photograph @lynncoyle1. Maybe you more of the things you describe, up close and personal. His smile doesn't look any different either to me.
I've mentioned before I'm always surprised at how healthy Brian looks given the degree of his illness and I think the same looking at him in this photograph.
I'm sorry to hear you're both feeling a bit down with it. Hopefully you can take another look and see things differently.
Heaps of love to you both. 💙
It's funny, but I had you in mind when I was writing this and was wondering what you would say!! Thank you; today is a much better day for both of us :)
So happy to hear that @lynncoyle1! 💙