Someday soon you are going to leave me. We both know it. We understood and accepted this when we started this relationship back up. But I never couldve imagined how great it was going to be. In the past we fought, we made up, we fucked and we fought again. This time is different.
And it's a good different. Your smile means something. Your laugh is the ringtone of my current life. I miss you even though you are right there beside me. You could not pay me a billion dollars to make it change. But it's going to change. Like I said, we both know it.
We say we have these tricks up our sleeves and workarounds - but it won't be the same. I'm not trying to tell you this to make you sad, but to remind both of us that we need to love every single day and moment we have with each other as much as we can. Not that we don't.
I love you, and will always love you - and nothing in this universe can stop that. You are my deity of my religion. Always know this - someone out there loves you forever and always, no matter what happens.