Rant 002
Life isn't a bed of roses, take it or leave it, we all have our past and perhaps, it hunts/hurts us when we look back.
You will always have look back — you will always have a cause to know how stupid you have lived or how sensible you have lived in the hands of stupid people or in the environment of stupid people.
It is not your fault, it isn't fate either. Some things teach us to be careful, some things teach us to be sensible, some things teach us how to live; things like our past and our hurting present. Some things teach us how to design a stupid life; one we've been living.
It is really hard to forget the past, it is really hard to forget the past but the essence of living doesn't set its basis on the past; to some extent, the past aides the future and that is just for the wise.
Fools will live in the past, get hurt each day, express remorse that they haven't done what they should have done since, they hit themselves or cry that they've been a fool at the past without working on the present to make a better future....
Most of us think the past solely determines the future — see, if you don't put effort in what you do for a better future, you cannot have one. Don't not set your basis on your past.
Life is a stupid bitch; it messes around. Messes with you, messes with your emotion, messes with your brain, messes with your body, messes with everything! Life can be unfair and life can be fair, it solely depend on the effort you put to it.
But you can always live. Life is a box of shame.
Life is a bunch of pain.
Life is a country of melancholy.
Life is a hill of problems.
but life is sweet.
Life is bae.
Life itself is a fiction.
You're the one who needs to define life the way you want to, you're the one to design it the way you want to, you're the one to express yourself sanely and carefully, you're the one to live even when you think you have no reason to.
A reason to live is a reason to create a home. A home starts from you, it starts within you then it spreads out like a river and it effects life, love and happiness.
But if you don't put the right effort in what you do, forget it...you're not living your life. Forget the past, focus on the present and design your future. Love and live.