Will I ever learn that my moment to be happy has passed me by,my ever after is never. In life we have three loves and I think I had them and let them go for some reason or another. Now I stay up at night wondering,or I’ll lay in bed tossing and turning thinking if it is true if you only do get 3. Or will I get lucky and find someone who will accept and take me for who I am a jaded shards of what use to be.