Hey there lovely Lady...I have been absent a little recently due to family situation and such...
I now have time to be active again here...So I decided to check in on ya both...This recent update sounds awful...But I am gonna pray that it is not as bad as you think, as I am sure you pray every single, God-damn day! I wish there was a more practical way for us to be at hand properly! Rather than just words, but alas that's all we have.
You are a beautiful couple or as I usually say "double-act" oh my friend, if you could feel the very real outpouring of love and affection for you both you would be staggered!!! Trust me, words do not do justice to the feelings that back it up, if you could feel it for an instant...
I have a strange proposition for you, anytime night or day, feel free to use my DM on Discord Use as many F words and other expletives as you need to scream out how unfair this shit is...Someone needs to grab cancer and get the F rid of it, it is cruel and drags us over the coals for weeks, months or years, but thus far you have been frickin' awesome, keep trying to be as amazing as you feel able...That offer re: my DM or many other peoples DM they would be happy for you to use it in this fashion I guarantee, is real and heartfelt!!!
I used a similar strategy to release the bitter, venomous feelings a while back when going through something similar, this way when you face your loved one and look them in the eye, all of the bitter, angry feelings have disipated.
I keep wanting to find some words that make everything fine but sadly I can't 😔 I send as much love as is humanly possible to you beautiful Lady, I hope it is some comfort but I am not naive enough to think it makes everything alright. Give the stubborn mule a big kiss and hug from the community and make sure he knows just how much we love him whether he likes it or not :)
Keep taking a little time for yourself to let it all out! I know... know We love you too Lynn...A lot It feels painful to respond, but that just makes me think of your ordeal even more, just remember that when you entered this space, you gained another family, for better or worse! Reach-out whenever ...