You’re probably so right. Doing things like shadow work are always a journey, so personal. I sometimes meditate when I need to calm my mind and heart but haven’t been consistent with it in a couple years. Meditation can be such a powerful tool to enter the realm of healing in. I’m so glad to hear that these techniques are working for you. It’s been a rough go at it and finally something that actually helps is such a relief. You deserve all the healing in the world my friend.
Don’t stop sending me your insights. I’ve always given metaphysical practices a lot clout. There’s something to be said about the tradition of shamanic healers that have had good practice for generations across many many cultures. Western medicine is so new in comparison.
There is very little i like about western medicine nowadays. I woulda thought Shamans and energy workers were kuku back in the day but of you only knew the experiences i have under my belt. Ive had many reiki practitioners, my chakras cleared, energy workers and some brilliant light touch energy massage( i thought the giy was nuts until i felt the powerful effect). After getting my chakras cleared i felt like Jesus walking on water for over a week. All the above stuff was super powerful.
The TMS I am talking about doesnt necessarily have to be shadow work. Although many of these things overlap. I can talk about psychologically, neurological, scientific, and or energy. Basically our ID (inner child has a store house of fear and anger. Once it gets so much the brain decides to create symptoms as a distraction from our burried emotions (which of course we are not aware of, no consent). It then can manifest into any symptom imaginable.
Some people heal from just knowing how the process works. Some by dark journaling (shadowish work). Others by ignoring symptoms and getting back to life. There are many ways. I have been doing neuroplasticity and basically changing my brain and unlearning symptoms. I will write alot about ot when i am done. The list of crap i have already overcame is shocking. The mind/brain is a major player in all health conditions imho.
I woulda never believed it if i havent experienced it myself and met people who have fully recovered from all types of pain and illnesses.
Im of a practical nature so whatever works is good in my book. Again i pray you find answers and ty so much for your support and blessings.
I remember the first time I felt and “saw” the blue energy within while meditating. It was so powerful and exhilarating. I was reading all sorts of eastern philosophical books along with meta physical and really transforming the way I related with the world around me. As of late I’ve been very lackadaisical with that aspect of my life. I fully believe all of the benefits though and have had some times of hardship where I called upon those meditative abilities to see me through. Changing the way we see things, relate to things changes the way the world actually is for us. Powerful stuff my friend.
I’m so glad you’re doing better than you were last year. It’s tough not being able to get answers from the one place we’ve conditioned to believe has all the medical answers. It’s even tougher when you feel that you are your own medical advocate searching for the “cure” by yourself. A lot of people around you tend to look at you like you’re overreacting or are just nuts. Keep up the fight, we are always worth fighting for.