It is never easy, a lot of us have gone through some form of ordeal, but now it seems quite a bit of trouble from the opiod side of things. Your plans sound realistic and strong, just do your best and if you keep at it and need a little more resources, I will be happy to grant it @sludlung. Best of wishes on that and on your Hive journey, just remember, Rome was not built in a day, and it will take perseverence and dedication. There are a lot of people here with that same amount of perseverence.
I appreciate all the help a lot. I hope everyone enjoys my upcoming posts as much, or more. And at times, I had not an ounce of hope left, or drive to persevere, but I mad it out the rut it seems like, and I came so far I have to succeed.