Thank you so much for taking the time to relate. It can drive you quite insane. Im disabled so it wont fix the reasons why I suffer from different pain and I pass out like a baby goat when I get scared. Its been worse since the whole leg detachment. No joke. PT paper work I posted few post back wasnt a good report. This leg is fucked. And guess what. Its the same in the shoulder. But right now, i need my push. Power, my legs. I need them. Pain fucking sucks and yea, I am a bitch about it. Maybe one day Ill find the right person that makes that all better, live simple and be free of this nightmare. I just wantbto live. Im tired of being in a box. My body constantly fights ghost. The moment I start activated those muscels. Its all over with. It I lay back with heat and ice I can get somewhat comfortable but I live from a bed with momente in between where I push myself to get out. My vitamin D3 is 17... 30 is the low range.... i mean i cant let other things die because of a limb. Fucking cut it off at this point. But thank you. You do get it. Shit adds up man
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