I had no idea that you got anxiety so badly. It's a good idea that sometimes, it's just time to relax and stop fighting it... Wasted energy is energy that isn't there when you need it most.
By the way, I think you have misapplied the bengy imperial to logical conversion. It is a mathematical function that is a one way function, applied on a logical function it spits out the relevant and correct gobbledygook faceroll scaling. Applied in the reverse direction it is likely to result in nonsense that is a mathematical artifact rather than a reflection of the physical world. Coomon rookie mistake, but pros have been also ben known to forget this!
Yeah,it's been under control for the most part. You get so used to fighting all of the time, you forget the simple things like letting it run its course.
A little miscalculation. I promise to fully embrace the bengy imperial standard fully.