@mistermercury, I remember the days of wonder, I was first introduced to the bliss and delight of letting go back in the early 90s...eventually this passes. I found some writings about the Nana Vipassanas that helped me stay steady through the bewilderingment of access concentration and the amazing things that followed...and I mean amazing mindblowing insights...
For a long time I had no clue what was happening because I was afraid to tell my teachers about all the lights, bliss, furious need to learn about what Buddha taught...I was driven and couldn't quench my thirst..Thank goodness all this stuff calms down eventually.
Indeed, we could have a lively conversation couldn't we. I've been on the Path for about 10 years now. Anyway, tired. Blood sugar going crazy. Blessings.