I have lost my why long time ago .
As a kid , i have a lot dream . But a long the way i found out that dream is impossible for me about that time. I find my why to fought it back , but i lost along the way . I live life like a zombie 🧟♀️. I get through the time just because im breathing and nothing to do , nothing to fight . I think its better for me to sleep 💤 forever . Im tired of this world .
But something change me time to time , when i start travel and see more people is poorer than me but live their live as there a no tomorrow. They smile even they are sick , they found something that drive their life .
Then i look in my zombieself . Why i cant be like them . I was lost but still not defeat. I sit and think why im still alive , it was because God has give me second chance in life . i personally didnt think why , but looking them , and thinking of my parent make me want to live again. To find life that i lost . To find my why and to become hero of my life .
God bless you and me
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