Very well made. Your words strike to the reader's very soul. This has such a melancholic feel to it, but it also evokes a certain sense of longing. The tangle that we find ourselves in only becomes tighter and tighter every time we consciously to take control. It is when we let go, is when we truly become free.
There is lots of truth to that. The one who wants to control is usually called the ego, but the one behind the ego is something infinite. When we see things from that angle, untangling becomes a fun game.