Yes I've heard about some people getting side effects, and perhaps I should have put those in there, though I didn't want this to be a post purely on the effects of Modafinil, as I've done that before.
This was more about how I felt without it, after taking it for so long; I was genuinely interested how I'd feel.
I think you are addicted because you are trying very hard to convince yourself that you are not.
You'd be surprised how honest I am with myself; I am not trying to convince myself that I'm not addicted, as I'd rather know. For instance I know I'm addicted to hashish, if I have it in the house, I have to smoke it until it has gone.
With Modafinil, as I mentioned right at the end of the post, I am not physically addicted to the drug itself; rather the results, I love being productive and I can't reach those productive "highs" without Modafinil.
It's a strange one, if I don't have it, I kind of forget about it, but then lately I've been longing for those days where I just work for 18 or so hours, stopping only to drink water occasionally eat :-)
OK I am addicted to chocolate and coffee and you are addicted to super productivity or so called God mode...
Hahaha, yes, yes!! Godmode, indeed I am :-)))))
Cg