Life grows pain on pain - check for both body and spirit. After all joy, there was anxiety reminds you that you will be here for a while. And in the little that is given to you, you need your own world to build; after each fall, stand up - Be different than before. Heaven is available if you believe, that all gods live there. Unbelief forces melt and in you he gathers the evil winds. And a grain of faith is enough to pass through all the pains of earthly life, through the sharp thresholds of the years, in the futility of finding a bug. And it is not important how much you lived. Sometimes the end is the beginning - if you were going forward forever and "every pain was a step".