You are a great inspiration!When we hear young people saying they wanna die, I'm glad to read one who never say wanna die, but wanna live despite of what you are lack of. Way to go!
I remember a song Ocean as I read this:
Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders
Let me walk upon the waters
Wherever You would call me
Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander
And my faith will be made stronger
In the presence of my Savior
Go Daniel!!! Looking forward to see you representing the country! Bless you with His love and grace in every step!