I would choose to be born in another country, i know hardship is what made us, but it is useless if people are dying and suffering without any reason or hope for a future, my country is going to collapse this year and i dont know if it will kill me in the process, or kill a member of my family, most of my friends had flee the country, and many more are about to do it
I would choose to be born in a civilized western country, i don't care where, i just want to leave this hole and erase every bad memory i have
I feel for you brother. Stay strong.