I needed to get away from the world because my head got way too noisy. I spent way too much time planning, thinking, but forgetting to feel. 2016 was the year of heart. When I was backpacking the world, I only listened to my heart as opposed to any logic.
How did it end? I found inner happiness, self-confidence, tranquility, self-love, and the miracles that seemed impossible came true. Then I started a business, and I slowly began to live in my mind. I got so accustomed to my head that my heart got completely silenced. As the big book says, a business needs a brain too. Well, I gave it all my brain, leaving out my heart.
Was it a logical decision in the middle of the final touches of my new website to take 2 weeks off the entire project? Of course not. But I had to abandon it because I did not enjoy it anymore. It was a duty to do what I started from passion and heart. In my reality, I would not like to create a life where I do things out of must. No way. I create a life where I do things because I want to.
In my world, my rules prevail and I don't believe in working hard and hating the road will get me where I want to go. That is why I put everything down for an indefinite period. I have already created the world where there is no one above me who could set limits. I am the boss. So if I need time, I create time.
I didn't do anything for 2-3 weeks but give thanks for everything. Every morning I'm going for long walks. I meditate. I treat myself. I'm in my heart. I do what feels good. I say no to what I do not feel. I let my heart dictate the next step. If I feel resistance, I'm adjusting my way. I balanced the brain and heart again, so I can enjoy the road, do quality work and meet my own expectations.
If I do not enjoy it, I can not live a quality life that I like. The only Stephanie I want to create is a passionate one, so whatever it takes to keep passion is what I choose to do.
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