Don't be down, Kafka :) You are having a big impact on these little kids lives. And that is important, it matters
ALSO - to quote The Matrix -
Do not try and bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead, only realize the truth... THERE IS NO SPOON. Then you will see that it not the spoon that bends, it is yourself.
Every day I wake up and choose to have a goo day. I know it is not always easy, though.
Hope your day went well.