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Time ... like a river, always flows, even if we touch the river's water, it will not be the same as the river water we have ever touched before. The river water will pass and will not return as it once was.
The encounter at the Campsite separated the memories with him, though he had not yet had the heart to recognize him in my world. However, the figure was able to make me fly freely in space with all the burden that could make me stop to fly. This emptiness is too quickly filled with his presence, to make this emptiness filled and the world is no longer orange in my sight, now his figure becomes a rainbow in this vision. It was unclear how this encounter in my memory, which I knew only his presence changed my empty view.
"Deck, do not play quiz what"
"What quiz kak,"
"Milionary quiz, deck. We've got a lot of scores, if you lose it, play it. "
"Yeah ka, come on but I used to"
Can be spelled out because the quiz that our closeness begins. After a long time we play the quiz with cheats made and laughter when the quiz makes this feel comfortable is nearby. Our closeness continues to make this sense more comfortable and comfortable.
"You know, how cheating deck already lost"
"Lha brother was busy alone kok, yes I play again kak"
"Ya can not be so deck, now I play,"
A few days passed with him, things changed with his presence. The days at this camp were great, the laughter made me feel. This closeness was felt when he accompanied me to wash the dishes and get the water. The problem I was facing was very noticeable when I was nearby. Although this closeness is very short. Being on this campsite three days and two nights, gives me a sense, experience, and a sense of all the members here.
Life is the choice, sadness or happiness we will choose. And whatever is our choice is what we must run and we receive.
After the camp, our activities continued in the school grounds, and perhaps because of this follow-up activity there was a reason for me to meet a figure who changed my eyes. Her friendly, kind, understanding and loving person. In front of this school cooperative me and he met, after me and he had time to talk through our short messages.
"Deck" he called and gave his cell phone
On the screen there was a sequence of words she might not be able to say. However, this feeling is afraid to answer the chain after sequence arranged into a sentence. Fear that will change the comfort that had been created before.
"How the deck, the answer really even diem"
"Hm, then I love you answer kak,"
"When will the deck,"
Between fear and hope, hope this answer will keep him with me and accompany me when the problems I face again disturb my view and turn this view into orange. Afraid if he can not accompany me when my problems make me selfish and make him do not understand, afraid if later we can not close as long as our status changes.
"Dek, what about him. Quiet aja he is loyal person kok, do not be afraid already accept aja "words like to disturb my daydream.
"Thank what kak, people do not have anything really, continue what will be accepted"
"Hah, do not have to pretend the deck, I know you know. Uda thank aja he loyal people really beneran deck. I know you've been temenan with him already long. "
"Yes kak, I know he's a loyal person"
This closeness continues to exist, until finally someone from my past returns, this changed feeling is still little left for her. This disappointment seemed unable to dissipate the feeling left for him, he came back with a state I could not see, the problem about him