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I've been going through this phase of uncontrolled emotions and it has left me completely in the blues about almost every aspect of my life. Ever felt so unsure about your own mental and emotional state?
I bet you have!
It happens to the best of us.
When I say every aspect, I mean every aspect of my life.
I don't know how to feel about my weight gain, I have no idea how to feel about the guy I just met, what I'd like to wear, what to write, even how to spend.
And then I decided to look deeper and I realized its just fear.
I had been so scared of getting scared that I unconsciously got scared.
And like I said, it happens to the best of us.
You see most of us read tons of motivational and self help books and listen to rants of spoken word artists on the various ways to beat this thing called fear.
So I ask, what if sometimes it's okay to be scared?
What if sometimes fear is what pushes us to unravel the mystery that life is.
You see in my opinion, fear means you do have something to lose if things go south.
It means you do appreciate what you are at that moment.
But then we all need that little nudge to see it don't we?
So after writing this, I realize that my weight gain is perfect, and I'm ready to take my chances with this "boy" I met.
Because trust me, if you're too busy getting scared about losing something, one day, when you eventually do, you'd realize that you were too busy fretting, that you forgot to enjoy it.
{I guess this post turned out to be a motivational rant about how to beat fear }