Thankyou for reading my blog nathan, really means a lot that people have taken the time and really given it some thought and helped me with my udnerstanding and thinking too. I still dont know why people who buy followers take the short cut to fame, it WILL bite them when they are booked for a big show and none of these 'followers' turn up because theyre not real. Short lived glory for instant dopamine I think.
But I wont be disheartened. As I mentioned in an earlier reply I took some time out to reflect on my state of mine and am feeling alot better with the support of you awesome people on HIVE and friends in real life over a cup of tea. We all have our dark days where we doubt our very fabric, but its a relief to come out the other side.
Stay safe