I had been invited to an event and there was going to be lots of people, I mean people that were from my past, my former classmates, friends from a long time ago. It would have been been a really nice time today catch up on old times.
However, I couldn't man up. This might seen strange to some people but I have a fear for crowds. I can literally have panic attacks just being in a place like that. So, I made the regrettable decision to not be attend.
It was a friend's wedding. She had been beryl close to me when we were in school that people actually thought we were dating. We had an emotional attachments quite alright but it had nothing to do with a relationship. We were just good friends that were close.
While the occasion was going on, I kept thinking about all the good things that would happen. It pained me terribly that I wasn't there for her.
Later that day and till the next week, friends started uploading pictures on Facebook and I felt really sad. It was all I could do with to stop myself from shedding tears. Up till now, I haven't been able to reach her. Even if I did, I wouldn't know the exact excuse to give. It's still fresh in my memory as it happened just two weeks ago