My 2018 - This is my Hobby: Playing Guitar Until All The Pain Is Missing

in #my20187 years ago (edited)

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Guitar, let alone play it, even hearing its name has made me fall in love.

Every time I touch my guitar, there is like a magnet that keeps me interested, just try to give me guitar, then I'll forget what I have to do next, I'll be interested to play it all my time, whatever for the beginning that makes me addicted to it, which obviously sounds anything out of it makes me calm and forget the life issues I'm experiencing.

I started to like guitars since I was in high school, but at the time it was really sad when we like something but can not have it, sad.
I was just a teenager then, did not have enough money to buy it, so I decided to love it in silence. hurts, uh.
Every day when I hear music even my favorite of it become more , then I plan to save money then buy a guitar. Then came when my savings money is quite enough to buy a cheap guitar for beginners, I just bought the guitar was approximately the price of 150,000 Rupiah ($10.9). Well now I already have a guitar.
this is my first guitar ...

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this pic i take from my Facebook my FB Acc

It's been 5 years since I bought my first guitar, my first guitar gave me a lot of experience, lots of lessons, even moral lessons. From the beginning I just admired it until I could play it, I learned every day if there was time off from the time with the obligatory activities I had to do, from the first I was surprised by the fact that it turns out the fingers would be very sore pressing the guitar strings, the pain of love too.

Now that this guitar really stole my heart, no matter how skillful or not I play it, as I say even the sound of anything that comes out of it can make me love, it accompanied my days, became my friend, set the state of my heart, I think it understands me, I think I really like it very much, it's been proven that as hard as any and any pain to get and to be able to play it, still I'm fighting for him. I really like every time he pulls out his tones, I like every moment it is by my side, I like everything it has.

I am not a professional in playing guitar, I am still studying until now, I still determine the times for my practice, but sometimes there are times where I am busy with other activities so can not practice, but apart from that, can be a guarantee my guitar is still in my mind, sometimes even when I'm in another activity, now we feel like newlyweds. ha ha!

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I hugged it warmer than the lovers

For now playing guitar I can say is my hobby, I often play it in the room, but sometimes I record myself playing guitar while singing, then I post it on my social media, I also entertain my friends with this, so far they are happy while watching my video.

I am very happy, when at first started singing while playing guitar I was very embarrassed, even I was embarrassed when doing in my own room, it is obvious there is no other people there, but now I think I'm used to my guitar, even though I have dared to divide on friends in social media, this makes me happy.

Here you can watch one of my songcover on my Instragram

Of course in my life I have priorities that I have to solve, playing guitar is not my written priority, actually it makes me hurts, I have a family that is very uninteresting to the music, even they not like the sound of guitar noisy at home, when I tell you complete maybe will shed a tear, but myself very immune to my condition, I think I'm used to the circumstances where even my own father plans to throw my guitar every time the guitar sound heard by him, and how my aunts and my family say I do not will have better future because the guitar it was so good if I do not play it again and start thinking for important things so my future will be successful and happy.
I really hate the times when I have to explore my favorite in secret, singing slowly in the room, plucking my guitar carefully so that it voice does not come out and heard by my family, then let alone to show off my toxicity, even my situation is very threatened. Where I should be free, I get lots of affection and support, but instead it feels like a hellish door for me, they make it like i buyed nicotin which is forbidden. uh ... I think I'll just die.

Really the first time I bought my guitar, it was not the price that became my main thought, yes I do not have a lot of money, but it would be easier if my family support me, but what happened instead I have to think of many other ways than money, I think how after I bought the guitar and guitar that I could bring into the house, I thought about how my family reacted when I came home with a guitar in my hand, then what would I do, I thought about many things.
Do you know? my first guitar is not the first guitar that makes me able to play the guitar, it's really funny and sometimes painful, after secretly I managed to bring it into the house, and several times I tried to play it and then after I was caught, because of my fear, then I hid the guitar behind my closet, long after that, after things started in control, I took the guitar back, but what happened? my guitars became holes, the edges had been eaten by rats! and the string is already broken, oh my god! the day was like a thunderbolt, a thunderbolt and a sudden rainstorm, when it was a very sunny day. My heart is split apart, how not, it's my first guitar, though cheap, but I've been fighting for it beyond my struggle with a lover. Uh .. the pain exceeds the breakup.

What a misfortune, I have not got the chance to play it, even a mouse goes along like my family, making my position difficult.
"Now what should I do?" this is what I was thinking at the time.
But long after that I got to know a new friend who can play the guitar, he knows how to change the guitar strings, and take advantage of that situation to save money again and buy new strings, and finally after replaced my playing strings can be played again, but its body is a hole bad. I started thinking about buying a new guitar. But at the time I did not buy it right away, I thought I'd buy another one that was better, and then I paused my desire, but I certainly did not forget my favorite, only long after that did not hold the guitar anymore, maybe about 3 years, since I was in third grade of high school until I was in college. At that time I was filling my time with learning activities, lectures, and doing things my family loved, until I finally realized it was not the life I wanted, I became a cold, stiff person.
When it suddenly I think again to my guitar, I started to play music again on my phone, and my love for music came back.
Different from before, now I'm getting bolder, with my savings I bought a new guitar from online shop for 650.000 Rupiah ($47,25), I did not buy a better and expensive because besides not have enough of money, I was not yet skilled to play it, I intend this time will bring it home without fear, I will study hard although my family definitely does not like it, now I'm getting bolder, I do not have the money to follow the learning in the music course, so I decided to learn self-taught at home, I download it tutorial videos on youtube, I read its articles on the website, I had pain in the tip of my left fingers, even festering and peeling skin at his fingertips, I scolded by my dad almost every day when I played it, but I do not care, I continue to learn and practice, I memorized the keys of the guitar, I memorized the songs, I tried to accompany my singing, difficult, difficult, I learned again and again , up to one, two songs, and up to now any song that I like it easy for me to learn to make it while singing. Oh God, you are always fair. I love you, I love myself, I love my guitar.

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Now, I know how important it is to know yourself, the importance of having a hobby, because it will be a life for us to live our life everyday, it will make life feel more alive, if we can do something we like easily, even any pain it will not be painful, we will easily pass it, and when we finish fighting what we like and we pass any obstacles that, the senses will be very different, we like got a new life, the world feels filled with beautiful flowers and we walk past the row while enjoying the fragrance and touching the blooming petals, running around circling around it, really beautiful and extraordinary! ...
And it's like we're on the beach, with a beautiful view, fresh, with a gentle breeze, hearing the sound of ocean waves ripples, and feel free .. really fun!

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Here is my whole story about my hobby, hope you all love it, and if it possible I really hope this story gives you positive inspiration.


This article I created to participate in a contest held and sponsored by @anomadsoul @blocktrades, I am so glad you held this contest, especially this contest is to tell about the hobby, this is fun, thank you very much 😊


Thank you to all of you my stemian friends who have read my writing😊

Regards,
@cutramadhani

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Sure, it such as feels like very awesome you commented here, thanks a lot @anomadsoul & @eveuncovered

Wadus, keren sigadis ini, asal mana dirimu dek?😎😎

Saya mah asal bisa makan aja kak! 😫
Haha! Btw makasi akak santik😚

Look like an interesting contest.

My family love the music much, some of them can play piano, guitar, and even a vocal skill but not for me. I can't play any... Haha... But I love drawing and sketch. Sometime if I saw someone with his/her guitar, I feel a bit envy and say, I wish I could play a guitar too 😅😅😅

Truly high apreciation for you and good luck!

Oh my god! This one make my mood surely increased! Thanks a lot sista!
No matter what you like or what you can do, as long it not disturbing anyone else and your closes friends & family support you, it will be a great one to do! I hope you success in whatever way you choose,
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I'm planning to join this contest but I don't think I have an idea to start. Thanks for your motivation...

Huhuu ok its not a big problem, you can join another one, but this contest is one of best ,it just share bout hobby, ours. Unfortunetly😔